Well I went to the doctor yesterday and found out some good and bad news. The good news is that the baby is healthy and growing the way it should. The bad news is that I have a lot of medical problems wrong with me. It worries me about having them because my kid's life is at stake.
One of the things wrong with me is that I have Atypia cells. Which means that they could very well form into cancer cells when I go into labor from all the stress and pain. When I go into labor, I have to rush straight to the hospital so that they can start treating me. If they can't get to me in time, there is a chance that it could majorly harm my baby or myself and could lead to death. Not very comforting news.
Another thing that is wrong with me is that I am Anemic (or however you spell that). My iron level is EXTREMELY low and if I don't get it up soon, there could be something wrong with the baby when it is born. I am so stressed out and scared right now
I don't know what to do. That is why I am bed ridden until I go into labor. I am just not very strong right now and in a lot of pain.
Well just thought I would let everyone know why I haven't been on for so long. Love you guys!
Well..
Optimism
I am soo happy. I am kinda scared but everything will be okay. I will just have to be a single mom. If my mama can do it, I can do it. 
Miserable
